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Marichit Garcia
- May 23, 2021
- 2 min
Save Point
So I saved Sunday although I almost didn’t. I finished late yes on the sideline tasks and there were a couple I didn’t get to do at all....
Marichit Garcia
- May 22, 2021
- 2 min
Tired, Broke, Unhappy
I am keeping my fingers crossed that the "broke" part will be resolved very, very soon. I've sent out requests for two paychecks. One...
Marichit Garcia
- May 20, 2021
- 2 min
Hello Again, Insomnia
My insomnia has outdone itself last night. Absolutely zero sleep. Not even a half-hour of peaceful rest or reprieve. My head hurts now,...
Marichit Garcia
- May 19, 2021
- 5 min
It is Time to Work in Harmony with Myself
You'd think that after a decade of being an independent income-earner I would have already gotten rid of old corporate habits, mindsets,...
Marichit Garcia
- May 18, 2021
- 2 min
Today
The summer heat has become debilitating. Yesterday it hit its highest temperature yet. Yesterday I also ended up working the whole day...
Marichit Garcia
- May 18, 2021
- 3 min
How I Pray
I pray in my own way. I do not speak to a god. I have long left behind the traditional faith I was born in. I no longer practice any of...
Marichit Garcia
- May 18, 2021
- 1 min
Notes to Myself
Here is something from a journal in 2014. The same lessons come up again and again even seven years after. A few I’ve started to learn...
Marichit Garcia
- May 17, 2021
- 2 min
A Rather Awkward Start But It's Not Too Bad
Another Monday and starting it off with the result of a mistake. Nothing can be done to change things now but I've learned the lesson....
Marichit Garcia
- May 3, 2021
- 3 min
Today is Monday
Today is also Day 6 of winning over insomnia and anxiety. Because I have been able to sleep, the dreams are back. Because the dreams are...
Marichit Garcia
- Apr 13, 2021
- 3 min
Windfall
Someone else’s windfall extends to me. This morning I received a message from a friend (in response to a Facebook post I made early...
Marichit Garcia
- Mar 23, 2021
- 3 min
A Deep Quiet Panic
Yesterday I scraped out the last of the monies from all my accounts. Left just enough so the accounts won’t be closed down — essentially...
Marichit Garcia
- Mar 23, 2021
- 2 min
Somehow Still Here
And by here I mean on this earth (amidst what looks like a late-blooming second wave of the virus), and in this house (not yet thrown out...
Marichit Garcia
- Jan 12, 2021
- 3 min
Tweaking Tuesday
I had full-on insomnia last night. By this I mean I got to sleep at around 4AM which means it will cloud my day with a haze of floaty...
Marichit Garcia
- Jan 11, 2021
- 3 min
Today Was Mine
After the writing this morning I went through the rest of the day in a kind of enchanted state. I stopped judging and questioning myself...
Marichit Garcia
- Jan 11, 2021
- 4 min
Take Two
Almost halfway into Week Two of the new year and I am wildly unprepared. Saturday and Sunday were errand days and all I wanted to do upon...
Marichit Garcia
- Jan 8, 2021
- 2 min
Mid-Afternoon Melancholy
Sometimes it is like this. A slide into the pit after a (brief) soar into the sky. The trick is to keep one’s footing strong and steady...
Marichit Garcia
- Jan 7, 2021
- 4 min
Trials & Errors
Yesterday was a relatively nice run of Things. Mostly I flowed into what needed doing, with need being defined primarily by soul rather...
Marichit Garcia
- Jan 6, 2021
- 2 min
Three New Years
I have three new years. The first is the official January 1st. The second is the unofficial Chinese new year which is nevertheless always...
Marichit Garcia
- Jan 3, 2021
- 2 min
Third Time's the Charm
Third day of the new year. I started the first being torn between setting an impossible pace of productivity or slowing down. I slowed...
Marichit Garcia
- Jan 2, 2021
- 2 min
Brain on the Back Burner
I am still not ready for “back to work”. What I want is to extend my break for maybe a couple more weeks. I spent most of late November...