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Marichit Garcia
Jul 30, 20212 min read
Notes to Myself on the Third of July
I have been trying to get through a blockage. I have all the material I need but I can’t get into a creative flow. I have a direction but...
Marichit Garcia
Jul 30, 20212 min read
Sun & Shadows & Nowhere
My last post on daily life is too far back. The gist of the time between then and now is simply the dayjob sidelines. I lost the path...
Marichit Garcia
Jul 5, 20211 min read
Half Year Here We Go
I‘d like to say I’ve got Mondays. Heck, I’ll say it. I’ve got Mondays. I’ll reinforce it today and have a status-something on my emails...
Marichit Garcia
Jun 7, 20212 min read
I Might Have Finally Won Sundays
Since I made the decision to keep Sundays safe at the beginning of the year, I have only failed once. Yesterday I felt that I might have...
Marichit Garcia
May 28, 20211 min read
Empty
I just got through another harrowing deadline. Spent Monday to Thursday with hardly any sleep to complete a sideline report that did not...
Marichit Garcia
May 23, 20212 min read
Save Point
So I saved Sunday although I almost didn’t. I finished late yes on the sideline tasks and there were a couple I didn’t get to do at all....
Marichit Garcia
May 22, 20212 min read
Tired, Broke, Unhappy
I am keeping my fingers crossed that the "broke" part will be resolved very, very soon. I've sent out requests for two paychecks. One...
Marichit Garcia
May 20, 20212 min read
Hello Again, Insomnia
My insomnia has outdone itself last night. Absolutely zero sleep. Not even a half-hour of peaceful rest or reprieve. My head hurts now,...
Marichit Garcia
May 19, 20215 min read
It is Time to Work in Harmony with Myself
You'd think that after a decade of being an independent income-earner I would have already gotten rid of old corporate habits, mindsets,...
Marichit Garcia
May 18, 20212 min read
Today
The summer heat has become debilitating. Yesterday it hit its highest temperature yet. Yesterday I also ended up working the whole day...
Marichit Garcia
May 18, 20213 min read
How I Pray
I pray in my own way. I do not speak to a god. I have long left behind the traditional faith I was born in. I no longer practice any of...
Marichit Garcia
May 18, 20211 min read
Notes to Myself
Here is something from a journal in 2014. The same lessons come up again and again even seven years after. A few I’ve started to learn...
Marichit Garcia
May 17, 20212 min read
A Rather Awkward Start But It's Not Too Bad
Another Monday and starting it off with the result of a mistake. Nothing can be done to change things now but I've learned the lesson....
Marichit Garcia
May 3, 20213 min read
Today is Monday
Today is also Day 6 of winning over insomnia and anxiety. Because I have been able to sleep, the dreams are back. Because the dreams are...
Marichit Garcia
Apr 13, 20213 min read
Windfall
Someone else’s windfall extends to me. This morning I received a message from a friend (in response to a Facebook post I made early...
Marichit Garcia
Mar 23, 20213 min read
A Deep Quiet Panic
Yesterday I scraped out the last of the monies from all my accounts. Left just enough so the accounts won’t be closed down — essentially...
Marichit Garcia
Mar 23, 20212 min read
Somehow Still Here
And by here I mean on this earth (amidst what looks like a late-blooming second wave of the virus), and in this house (not yet thrown out...
Marichit Garcia
Jan 12, 20213 min read
Tweaking Tuesday
I had full-on insomnia last night. By this I mean I got to sleep at around 4AM which means it will cloud my day with a haze of floaty...
Marichit Garcia
Jan 11, 20213 min read
Today Was Mine
After the writing this morning I went through the rest of the day in a kind of enchanted state. I stopped judging and questioning myself...
Marichit Garcia
Jan 11, 20214 min read
Take Two
Almost halfway into Week Two of the new year and I am wildly unprepared. Saturday and Sunday were errand days and all I wanted to do upon...